Not that I'm not happy for them...

I confess...Okay... I know this may seem strange... but I am still friends(on FB)  with most of the guys that I have gone on a couple of dates with, but then it didn't work out between us (for whatever reason.)

And I confess... this has never been a problem.

But recently there has been an influx of them finding their dream woman... and getting married.

I mean today alone one got married and another one proposed!!!

I confess... They are all great guys... which is why I'm happy for them (and why we are still friends)

BUT I confess... I'm kinda finding myself being "the one before the one"

...and even though I have sworn off dating right now...

I confess...it still kinda sucks.