Another late night where sleep eludes me...
...Nothing but the humming, humming of the appliances.
Wishing, wanting that hum to lull me to sleep.
Instead my brain reels... Planning for another day.
Fixated on things that cannot be done or undone in these late hours.
Wait out these thoughts... while the ringing in my ears grows louder and louder because it's JUST. SO. QUIET... I can't even hear myself think!
Hours pass by... and slowly, so very slowly, a dance begins between the humming and the ringing.
... This dance soothes my thoughts into nothingness.
Allowing the elusive sleep to waft in and join me.
Allergic to Middle Age
1 week ago