I haven't been sleeping...
and when I have... I have been having nightmares...
Ones of where I am completely out of control.
I had one the other night that I was driving my fellow teachers in a school van and I kept having panic attacks and running us off the road. The attack finally got so bad that I pulled over and while hyperventilating, I said, "I can't. I just can't. Someone else is gonna have to take over!!"
Even though I am having a great school year with my students and my class... our school is changing things up report card wise and it is stressing me out!!
Also, things are too good with DP...
I know this isn't a reason to be stressed... but I am not used to being "on" all the time.
R.(my ex husband) was always gone due to coaching sports... S(the guy I dated for a year) was a long distance relationship who I only saw on the weekends.
DP wants to spend every evening with me when I don't have my boys... I know I should view this as a good thing... but I feel like I don't have any breathing room... and I'm slowly suffocating.
It's only September... I shouldn't be this stressed yet. :(
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