I headed into Spring Break with the thoughts of what might have been.
I know I would have spent majority of it with Spencer... if we were together still.
...but I knew that wouldn't help.
...thinking that way would keep me at home... in my pajamas ... sulking.
....and I didn't (don't) want that.
So, I stepped out of my (current) comfort zone.
I went on a date.
It started out as coffee.
It led to lunch.
We had good conversation.
He thinks were a good fit.
I am guarded.
I'm not ready to let someone in quite yet.
I think he understands this.
If not, at least it was a good day with good conversation...and no sulking.
Winter is coming and I feel it in my bones.
4 days ago