It's been a week...It feels like a lifetime.
This weekend has been the hardest.
I know weekends will be hard for me for a while.
Weekends are when I got to see him.
I even texted him.
I got no response.
It is probably for the best...even though it hurt.
I want to move on...but the ache inside me keeps me from doing that.
My loss is greater than I could have imagined.
I loss my best friend.
The person I shared my every joy...my every sorrow.
I have such sorrow now...and no one to share it with.
My kids do something wonderful... and I have no one to share it with.
Don't get me wrong... I have wonderful girl friends, but they were not the ones I called to share my day with... to b*tch...to laugh.
No... It was him.
My youngest sweetly asks if he can give me a hug "So you will feel better Momma."
Who am I gonna share that with?
Allergic to Middle Age
1 week ago