I think I must be a glutton for punishment...
I have never enjoyed the dating scene.
I only dated one guy in HS.... I only went on a few dates in college before meeting, dating, and marrying R.
After my marriage ended, my friends all supported my 'getting back out there'.
I went on a LOT of horrible dates!
I wished for the perfect relationship.
For the majority of the past year, I thought I had that.
I have decided put myself back out there.
It hurts though.
I don't have the zest for it.
I don't have the desire to go seek someone new out with the possibility of it ending in heartbreak again.
I know this is a sign that I'm most likely not ready to be out there dating again.
But how do I move past this feeling of emptiness without going back out there?
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