Tomorrow is a day that is made for romance and to spend with the one you love.
I won't have that.
There will be no romancing.
There will be no spending it with a true love.
There is me and the swirling in my brain
still trying to wrap around the fact that I am single again.
I am back to me, not we.
It was for the best.
We weren't headed the same direction.
I should have gotten off that road a long time ago.
But it is hard.
It is hard when you want it to be right.
When you think if you tried just a little bit harder it will change.
I was wrong.
Maybe... one day... I'll get it right
"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them better when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together."
~ Marilyn Monroe
It is so, so hard to get off that road and change course. There are good things ahead of you in this direction,though. You just can't see them yet. (Damn snow!)
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.