I don't want to get too invested... I know that is how I get hurt.
I don't want to get my hopes up that he might actually be a good guy...I've been burned too many times before.
I don't want to not show the giddiness that is taking over me... because I wonder if I'm jumping in too quickly.
but more than anything...
I don't want let him to get away ...because of all of my fears.
10 hours ago