It pays to be honest, but it's slow pay

I guess you could say my honesty has gotten the best of me.

I tell the guys I date that I am honest.

I tell them that the one thing I want is for them to be ...honest with me.

I haven't found it yet.
The Professor always told me that he had no "governor"... that he was honest to a fault.

Yet, he told me he would never read my blog, but he did.

This past week I have gotten lines... reasons why he can't talk to me.
I think they are partially true, but not completely.

I'm not dumb or stupid.

I know excuses when I hear one.

(I mean I teach third graders for Pete sake!)

So I find myself shutting down.

Walking away.