Not quite there

It's been almost a week since I posted...

I kinda feel at a loss for what to write about...

Right now my mind is going in about 50 different directions...
I am trying to maintain my classroom, and help out the new teacher that is completely overwhelmed with all of our "programs", while figuring out how I am going to help a student in my room who is not ready for 3rd grade... but also can't be "left behind".

I'm also struggling with making sure to "be there" for my own boys... we kinda got into the habit of spending LOTS of time together this summer... and now I just can't see them enough. It breaks my heart when Sam says, "I miss you mom. When do I get to see you again?" and it has only been a few hours.

I guess God knew what he was doing when things ended between the new guy and I when it did... I mean, I don't have time to breathe, much less go and try to pursue a relationship right now.

I haven't gotten into the swing of things yet, either.
I still want to stay up late...
I don't want to get up early...
and I have NO desire to grade papers...

These things will fall into place, right?