So... I have been a fairly decent student most of my life.
I was what you would call the "ideal student."
I was quiet. I raised my hand. I did my work.
Teachers liked me. I got termed "Teacher's pet" a lot.
A lot. A LOT.
As an adult, not much has changed... okay, maybe the quiet part, but I still do my best to be a good student. And actually, not being quiet in a masters program gives me my voice to state my opinion... But I digress.
I have never really enjoyed being the teacher's pet.
I feel like it is a reason for people to have disdain for you... and deep down, all I really want is for people to like me.
So, tonight in my master's class, my professor calls me out to ask if I would consider taking on a student teacher - an undergrad that he is very close to and he thinks would fit perfectly with me. "Sure." I say. (No biggie.)
Later in class, he tells us he is going to read over an assignment that we turned in last week. He said that the paper he is going to read is not perfect, but that it is a great example of what he is looking for in response to his question.
He holds up the paper to begin reading... it is written in purple ink. Yes, I am in a class of mostly middle school and high school teachers... Me? I'm an elementary teacher. I don't use blue or black... I use pink and purple and turquoise... I immediately know it is my paper.
I was honored, yet also embarrassed.
For one, because I walked out of class last week telling everyone how I felt my assignment had been horribly written.
For two, because despite the fact that he shoved my paper into the middle of the stack (so no one would know whose paper he had read), there was no denying the purple ink that lay in front of me when he handed it back.
For three, because again, I don't need/want that limelight to be shown my way.
For four, I believe that just upped the standard that I have to hold myself to... and I'm already SO tired.
So, please, turn that light somewhere else. You're blinding me here!!
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