I did the 30 days of Truth back 7 years ago... I did it to jump start my blogging when I was lacking in making posts.. a time I wasn't sure I was being truthful to myself.
Here I am in 2017 and I have only made a few posts this year... I have no fear that I'm truthful to myself any more. In fact, I'm probably TOO truthful (if there is such a thing). But my thoughts have not made it to paper (or a screen).
So, to dedicate myself back to writing my thoughts, I will revisit the 30 days.
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
I have always been insecure. Something inside myself has always made me question myself. Esp after my divorce. It made me build my walls high... Even when my walls were ALL the way up and on the outside strutted like I was all that, I was still insecure. I just didn't show others that.
Most recently, I guess it would be my insecurity would be with my changing body. I hate that I am falling in that "40's" category that my body is over taking me like an alien. I have no control over emotions or weight gain or other craziness that no one fully reveals to you that your body is going to throw at you.
I hate that I'm almost 42 and I would even need to question myself about my self image.
I mean, I'm healthy and I'm loved. What else do I need??
***Maybe I should post that somewhere for me to see daily... Cause hate is such a strong, ugly word... and I DEFINITELY don't need it in my life.
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