We just seem to get each other... Many times we are thinking the same thing or react at the same time. Things just seem easy.
Tomorrow is the 4 month mark for us... Yet it feels like a year.
Sometimes I have to remind myself that this is still new.
Tonight was one of those times.
Today was a weird day weather-wise. It started out icy. Then it was just rainy, but they were predicting more icy weather.
My mom died on icy roads.
I don't normally drive when it is icy... and when I do, it is only out of necessity.
I was talking to Todd earlier in the day telling him how I wasn't sure if I would be getting out. That several neighbors had posted on Facebook about how there were cars that had slid off. Todd made a comment about how people around here are just overly dramatic when it comes to winter weather and that from where he is from in Illinois this weather wouldn't stop them.
I tried to explain that once he slid off a road he would change his tune.
Later we were heading out for dinner. He mentioned that maybe we should drive separate so he could leave straight from the restaurant to get his daughter home and in bed on time. I froze. Just for a second. The thought of driving on what could possibly be icy roads caught me. He caught it... Maybe it was subconscious, but he caught it and said, "Nevermind. We'll come back here. Let's ride together." I was relieved.
Driving to the restaurant, I asked him how the roads were coming down. He said, "Oh, you know, every few hundred feet we did a doughnut, but nothing that we couldn't handle."
He was joking, but I tensed up.
"You didn't really. Did you?" I asked.
"No, but what's a little ice?" he responded.
"My mom died on "a little ice." I retorted.
He apologized profusely.
I felt horrible for the snap of my tongue...
It wasn't his fault. I have told him that my mom died in a car wreck and that my brother was driving. I haven't gone into all of the details...We have only dated 4 months... and even though it sometimes feels longer, times like this remind me that it is still new and we have a LOT of getting to know each other still.