The choices that she made... there were never really any good ones.
You'd think that would be because she didn't think before she acted...
But you'd be wrong, it was quite the opposite.
She would think on topics late into the night.
She would weigh options... try to see the good and the bad.
So much until her stomach hurt and her brain swirled.
But it seemed that no matter how much planning and thinking she had done, the choices she made always ended up wrong.
Stay with the wrong guy for all the "right" reasons.
Want to leave the good guy for all the "wrong" reasons.
No. Her choices never seemed to be made correctly.
And she knew it.
She tried to let others help her, but that seemed to muddle the thought process.
Made her upset when their opinion of the situation differed from hers.
So, instead, she made the wrong choices time and time again... and she hated that she couldn't get that decision quite right.
Surfing Sunday 02.18
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